January 2010
Do you trust me?
It’s a simple question. Its a question when ask always sticks in my head, especially in movies. Aladdin asks Jasmine. Edward asks Bella. Ginny asks Harry. It just strikes a chord in my head every time I hear the question asked and I log it into my head. It just different, the question. Hearing someone say I love you is far more common than hearing I trust you. Usually because it is...
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I wrote this at the end of last year and I still need to tweak this. Poetry is best left for a long time and then tweak it. Any ideas? Pinned against the wall. Drenched in the pouring rain. In front of everyone we know. Kiss me with all your heart, Kiss me, like you mean it, with everything you’ve got. I dare you. You have the chance, I know you want to take. To doubt me, you must be...
Jan 28th
Fear
hopeeverlasting: Man, why does this always happen?  I guess my history is the major reason.  Its just, I try so hard not to get my hopes up, but it happens anyway.  And then, either I talk myself out of it, or the way it usually goes, it blows up in my face.  I have had issues with confidence for as long as I can remember…and their really hasn’t been to much encouragement in my social life to...
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Jan 27th
Now I found this and mine isn’t this bad yet, but it all still applies on some level. Letter to people that don’t have Fibromyalgia (FMS) and/or MPS(Myofascial Pain Syndrome): By Billie Chainey These are the things that I would like you to understand about me before you judge me… Please understand that being sick doesn’t mean I’m not still a human being. I have to spend most of my day in...
Jan 25th
Here and Now
hopeeverlasting: In the past two years, I have been on a journey to develop what my life purpose is. Now, that line is not meant to be depressing. I am a Christian, and I know that God has a purpose for creating everyone on this Earth; and, that purpose is for Him.  But, I feel my purpose changes ever few months.  And something that has dawned on me in the past few months, is that I am going to...
Jan 25th
A Dream is a wish your heart makes.
wanderlustingthoughts: blueeyed3x5: Well, if anyone actually reads my posts. You might know of my first post. Its an example of how an ex asked me out. And then another post titled the Power of Suggestion talks about other examples. I always wanted to be asked to Prom in a special way. Or I would ask someone else in a special way. I just don’t know who I would ask. My brother tells me I am...
Jan 24th
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A Dream is a wish your heart makes.
Well, if anyone actually reads my posts. You might know of my first post. Its an example of how an ex asked me out. And then another post titled the Power of Suggestion talks about other examples. I always wanted to be asked to Prom in a special way. Or I would ask someone else in a special way. I just don’t know who I would ask. My brother tells me I am intimidating which is why no one...
Jan 24th
WatchWatch
Ashlee Stokes was in the grade below mine while at NHS. She got hit by a drunk driver the day after my 16th birthday. One day after we got back to school they started selling paper chain links for 50 cents each. After the fundraiser they covered our commons in chains. When I first saw the commons there were only 300 or less and was sorta disappointed, but I know that every bit helps. However, I...
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Is quite happy to be free, and single. However, now I have no one to go with to Winterfest. I’m used to no dates for winter dances though. Some days I really wish I had quit band sooner. After I graduate (123 days) I will be done. While I love my friends and the social aspect I really dread playing and going to band class. I think its how different the program here is opposed to the one I...
Jan 22nd
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Jan 19th
The average amount of time the ball is in play on... →
tumbledore: People watch three hours of football to witness 11 minutes of actual play. This is why American football is boring and why basketball and soccer are the greatest sports in the world. 11 minutes of actual play 12 minutes of shots of the head coaches and referees 17 minutes of replays 60 minutes of commercials 75 minutes of shots of players huddling, standing at the line of...
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I find it intriguing when people think they have changed for the better and you think otherwise. However, you are still happy for them because you realized they are capable change when you thought different. Then, there’s still hope for them to change into a better person in your eyes. It does not matter what I think of them. Only if they care what I think does it, and even then the only...
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So, I am a spineless tweeb. I used to resolve to something and then do it. Now, I think about it too much. I should develop a happy medium. My brother, “wonders why we choose to tell people everything we wanted to and even more when they die. Why do we wait? Fear of rejection? Fear of unrequited interest? Or is the real question, why is that fear suppressed when that person is gone?”. ...
Jan 13th
Doesn’t understand what to do with her life. Like a crossroads but not as critical. I still don’t know what to do. I can’t just go on though.
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“You might totally hate it… or not. It might be the answer to all...”
– Just Listen by Sarah Dessen
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